Let's Pretend I'm Famous

And so i've moved on...

2009-09-24T13:57:00.001+08:00

to http://letspretendimfamous.tumblr.com

:)

2009-06-21T23:49:00.001+08:00

IS MY DAD INSPIRING?

happy father's day!!

Melbourne Photo Walk

2009-05-19T19:47:00.007+08:00

Photos by yours truly Raymo S.H Tan...

LOVE

2009-02-14T23:50:00.002+08:00

Ok, so it’s Valentines Day, and it’d be a shame not to acknowledge it even just a little bit…

So, as a little Saturday afternoon treat here is the heart warming story of Christian the Lion. I won’t give anymore away than that, but the video’s only a couple of minutes long and you won’t be disappointed, have a great weekend.

Paintings??

2009-02-11T19:07:00.006+08:00

The following are not photos but paintings...Yeah hand painted,believe it or not…. Is there even a point to painting that good? This guy is totally amazing...whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat the heeeeeeeeeeck...

I´m done. Envy.

SCREAM!!!

2009-02-08T11:52:00.003+08:00

My mom just saw me naked...Yeah like face to face no underwear naked...there were lots of screaming...oh my effing god!!!!

2009-01-23T01:29:00.006+08:00

the next time sneaky sound system play, I'm going to be there!! promise...

GUANGZHOU

2009-01-17T21:41:00.005+08:00

Balloon Animal

2009-01-17T20:16:00.004+08:00

Not much to say about this Durez ad except that it made me laugh

FISTED!! teehee

2009-01-17T02:12:00.003+08:00

I showed my parents my special talent...they got a shock!!!

Introducing.....

2008-07-11T11:09:00.002+08:00

http://www.bigmouthclub.blogspot.com/

IS HAWT!!!!

2008-07-11T11:07:00.002+08:00

It's been at least a yr now...LOL I shall update

My wonderful winter kickstart with *drumroll pls*

WOOHoooooo!! My super 21st... It's never too late too give myself credit for being the best of myself and making everybody loves RAYMOND!! LOL BHB to the max.. But I hv pics to boot...

Thanks YEA for the amazing catering services...Oh YEA consist of the amazing YM, my lovely cousin Erin and the fabulous Alice...It was a truly surprising party...And damn I'm quite dumb to not even notice a single thing that was secretky done at my back...lol

Look at that..it took them 3 days and nights to prepare and the photo didn't do them justice at all...

The boys

The girls

The 3908's

My fellow donut crew~

My fellow buffed up housemate Mr.Garu..

As usual it will be a sleepless nite reading cards and thinking of the presents i receive and this year i'm totally spoilt to the max...notice the camera? Ted Baker? Chanel? Gucci? Marc jacobs? You guys turned me into a *meng pai hai* as ah Paul would call me in cantonese which simply means a materialistic bitch if polite or else a branded erm vagina...

Back at Unger for a crazy 25 hours marathon of WERK!!...We set up, We wipe, We polish, We clean, We serve...

At the end of the night we were pretty much dead...

I can't wait to receive that juicy paycheck...

Then there were 5 ktv sessions spread out throughout~~

The Michael Chung pissed drunk incident. Rita vomitting at the back. A super hyper Paul.

The Malaysian meets the Hongkie...L to R Eddy, Debbie, Mun, PY, Ah 5, yours truly, Ah 4, and Rita

Working the sexy nerdy glasses with Chester and ah Fai.

Yeah her face tells all..

Together with the very wealthy Pooi Mun and Pooi Yee..

St. Kilda~
Together we down the very expensive seafood platter...very satisfying as we feel we can vomit a live fish after that...

A good jump shot and a great jumpshot...
The model I always know hiding inside me...stop laughing please...

Lost in Coles...damn i look young...

Then came the diva from Perth...

Did Ktv twice and we discover our new song 'One Sweet Day' and thus the tittle of this post...

Dandenong
The Miss Marple scones at Mt. Dandenong

The famous Pie in the Sky...

And of course hitting the clubs together after 4 long yrs...

The newest addition to the polaroid on the fridge**

Till then....

2007-06-23T22:57:00.001+08:00

god...dis place is abandoned...hopefully a new skin will start kicking my mood to update my own blog...lol

Juz back from Miss Saigon...Sat at the 6th row from the stage...PERFECTO!! can even see the cast pimples...the show was great...

was talking to gary's aunt...I suddenly get inspired to be a vegan for a week...Let's see how much weight I can lose...

will update soon

BAK KUT TEH

2007-05-14T15:57:00.000+08:00

Ah...it's been so long since dis blog last updated...I guess ~~business~~ busy-ness and laziness has taken it's toll on me...Ok people. Let me remind u guys this is not gonna be a halal post. Sorry yeah. See the tittle?

two pots of BKT cleared...

Do you know where to find the best Bak Kut Teh? I know lots of people claim that Klang Bak Kut Teh is the best but to me the best seems to appear in Melbourne last week...Know where Freshwater Place is? It's the super tall black building opposite Crown Casino...It seems the infamous chef Mr. Raymond Jamie Oliver Tan Bak Kut Teh last week was da bomb...haha so BHB

obviously i ps-ed the shirt I was wearing...it was over-sized and hideous...

So yeah I cooked BKT at home last week and it turned out so 'Klang'...OMG I can almost smell my sp, goon n dave (the BKT lover)...haha and we even had 'yiu char ke'...I mean 'yiu char ke' oh so home...haha the food was kinda funny(not the BKT) i mean the whole course...we don't hv the usual "tie kuan yin" tea to go with it...Instead we had T2 green tea (for those who donno...T2 is some exy tea leaf very widely used here) which i stole from my school last week...hehe :x and the dessert was brownies with ice cream...so the formula BKT+green tea+brownies= FUSION...woohoo...haha so syiok sendiri nehoos....read more @ Gary & Min.

Pamela, Yii Min and her brownies which was almost as good as my BKT, Cheng Lin, & Gary...

Of cos the nite didn't end after just the BKT...we had an impromptu photoshoot after Yii Min decided to put eyeliner on me n Gary, better yet we willingly ask Yii Min to put eyeliner on us...the gals of cos hv the camwhoring adrenaline pumping...so yeah we cam whored untill the break of dawn...The Result? some say we look punk....some say the make-up was too pretty and dat we look like china pros...some say we look like crazy gangster going to beat some asses...I personally think Chucky Doll...no? haha who cares? we had fun and I'm lovin the photos...hehe

And yes...I'm in love...with myself...eyeliner is def the 'it' thing...haha

Singing

2007-03-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

This entry is dedicated to a blardy stoooopid fuckie Sing Ying...Life pretty much revolves around her in Melbourne last yr...The weekly NDSL Tetris competition, Big Two Nite, cheapskate steamboat, not forgetting her beautiful Miriam Yeung voice in the ktv and her fat ass shakin in the club, all her weird encounter with sex and other lots of fun things...haha so glad she called last week and we manage to catch up on the other team members dirt...haha so dis weekend was suppose to go ktv with my HK buddies but plan cancelled cos Elsie had to study for exam (damn @#$%^&*)...so we went clubbing last nite instead...it was so so good, sorta remind me of my very close best fren....Sing Ying...poor girl she must be so lonely and bored in HK now...haha missed her to death....bitch...

p.s/ one thing weird is dat i met Eric in the club as well...n he sorta say we already know each other for ten yrs alredi...OMG ten yrs...sounds so uncle-ish ...I'm getting old...damn....I can't imagine myself in another ten yrs time...maybe busy signing contract in Dave's law firm attending seiw ling fashion shows, baby sitting suat puoi's children....god I can't imagine...Miss all those peeps so so much...you know who u are hehe...and the BMC's of cos...till then bye...

An overdue post...

2007-03-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

Ola...how is everybody doing?? I'm doing alright thank you...Friday is suppose to be my best day of the week...I got no class and usually indulge myself in my own time doing my fav thing ...masturbating...haha no la friday is suppose to be my free-est day in the week cos i got no class...BUT 2day is kinda different...The lift in my apartment broke down and i can't even walk down cos i'm stayin in 39 floors and it's pitch black outside... GDI I was suppose to go ktv with my fellow Hongkie frenz... now plan cancelled and I'm stuck at home feeling extremely bored ... This is the 8th hour I'm strandet from the world with no clean water to bath and cook...All that I have is electric supply and internet...pretty much my life... The lift is still not working... I guess I'll juz rot at home alone...Poor Gary can't even come home after class..

here's a lil update from me...D'OH haha let me tell u I was damn suay...SUAY to da max...never dis suay in my entire life...suay like SHIT!!!!...well my suayness didn't stop from the moment i checked into the wrong plane to melbourne that sunday morning... rmb the new luggage i got??It was so wrecked up when it arrived in Melbourne...like a lorry ran over it with gun shots all over...It was broken, open and i donno how the hell the manage to break the lock...u noe the tiny pad lock thing...and i got a pouch filled with green coloured liquid...thx benny for all the face mask and all the facial stuff...thanks but no thanks...It was all broken n I had a hard time cleaning it... It's a heart ache...

my broken new luggage...

the broken content....

And oh...not over...I almost get sue by a telecom company...I was in debt when I arrive...u see i sign up for dat cap plan thing for my mobile phone....and i left for msia for 3 months...well yeah without paying my bills of cos...but it wasn't reli all my fault...see I actually went to dat blardy mobile phone shop and enquire like how can i pay my bill ...i'm goin home yadi yadi yadda....dat asshole told me it's fine...no need to suspend my accounts...juz pay the bill once i'm back...so off I go...den dis telecom company called 3G actually terminated my acc...and send it to a debt collector....n I tell u they ain't nice....the lady on the phone was so rude...as in u wanna feed her blardy mouth with cat shit and chilli...I had to pay for the phone, my accumulated bills,the cancellation fee and some procedure fee all add up to a BLARDY 850AUD...well not much ...it's about 3,000 ringgit...see all these things happen in like 24 hours...I almost had a heart attack...

furnishing a new house wasn't easy at all...in aus u have to fix the furniture yourself...they'll oni do it for u if u pay like a lot of money...so i decided to fix my own Ikea wardrobe...hard work I say...i got my leg cut...bruises all over and surprise surprise...it can stand when u open the wardrobe door....it came collapsing on me due to the carpeted floor and thin wardrobe frame that can't support the heavy glass door...DAMN....I had to get it change...blah blahblah n finally now its working....

the collaspe-able wardrobe...

Life only gets better...I left my passport in my pocket...Of cos i get my pants washed...and here's the condition of my passport...So now I'm pretty much an illegal immigrant in Melb...

On the brightside, I get to go Canberra to renew my passport...Canberra=Sydney...Sydney=holidays.. how positive....

Dis yr my CNY is so so so diff from previous yr...One of the saddest ones in my life...No angpow, no bah kua, no oranges and nobody to gamble with...sad eh?

gambling without money...how fun?

decided to cam-whore instead...the very sexy lad in front is Yii Min...FYI...we all noe mich...

The trying to be 'Infernal Affair' shot...

The typical Carlsberg ad....

Till then...see ya...ciao bello

Bali pics....

2007-03-10T09:37:00.000+08:00

2007-03-09T20:48:00.000+08:00

You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.

What Time Of Day Are You?

I know its been a while...

2007-01-10T02:48:00.000+08:00

Long time no blog ... eh? Not exactly. U see I have had plenty of time to blog but the stupid earthquake in Taiwan and the stooopid HP laptops are on my way to blog all the time...yadi yadi yada blame it on the weatherman. So my first taste of summer holidays well since i'm not studying in Malaysia... was great. Although it's the same old buddies doing the same o mamak, bowling, cyber, movies, usual routine. I feel that holiday is a bit too long now (sounds very kiam pa I know if you compare me to my poor fren in India w no char kuey teow). Damn everyone seems to be leaving, have left, or started school.On top of that my driving license expired and my two lau pok car don't seem to function properly. Klang remains same as ever except that there is dis new office building called Centro. Basically that's it....2 words I'm bored!!!Where's the excitement in me...I think I'm suffering from despression...Durian might help.BTW Happy New Year everybody....

coming soon !

2006-11-23T20:06:00.000+08:00

Well I hafta say time flies...I said it a lot of times...I know...but In 10 more days I will be going home and in another 13 more days...I will be going to paradise...Bali...the best part is I will be going with my best of friends and I will be staying in one of the most prestigious hotel...The Hard Rock Hotel...woohooo!!! dats so cool...that's like the best thing that happen to me ever since donno when...

I tot I had a bad day this morning... Well I got up dis morning at 9.15... I was like shit...I am so late for my presentation...and this is a replacement since I was absent for this presentation the last time...Deep shit!!! So without thinking I called a taxi...OMG what was I thinking... It cost me 30 AUD...sounds a like small amount but being the already very broke me....this is like cutting a part of my body off...It's a fucking 80 ringgit and I'm damn sane that I already missed the presentation...SO I was there at 10 and the taxi driver was being a dickhead throughout my journey to sch...he's making small comments about me ...I tot chinese was always punctual...blah blah blah blah blah ...I was like shut ur fucking mouth u black fuck...U don even noe me for Christ sake...well that's mean but it frustrates me... U noe when u r so plan to do something and you can't do it...ARGHHH!! so I was late and my lecturer was leaving the classroom... So I was like I'm so sorry I missed the bus and I took a cab...she was like it's OK....you are always late...dat didn't hit me that she was bad mouth-ing me...den I was like the cab was so expensive...she was like yeah dat made up for waking up late...I was like what?? dat's so bitchy...Well she was really nice to me before...I mean I am not angry with her or what...I noe it's my fault but it was an accident....the blardy snooze again...damn

Anyhoos...I was glad that I made it for the excursion...to Crown Casino... And I tot I know Crown ...Well not after this excursion...We were suppose to see how the staffing system works...Is like "The Island" everything is computerise...Even collecting the laundry....You have to swip ur ID card and the clothes will come out thru the drawers...unbelievable I feel like a robot...and they have this really cool fitness centre that Serena Williams used it before...she prefer that gym over that 6 star hotel gym...now the best part...the hotel...we getta see the villa...OMG it was like the dream...The villa cost like 28,000 AUD a night...and if you have the money you won't be able to stay in it...It's by invitation only... fuck it's so luxurious...and there is dis few hidden restaurant that are so so so posh...The public wouldn't get to see it... There's dis Jap restaurant Silk's...with like traditional decoration...they actually fly in every piece of the decoration from Japan...yeah the ceiling, floor, furniture...and it's mostly antiques....The best part is the cutleries...It's made of gold...yeah every table...gold plate, gold chopstick, bowl...CRAZY...imagine this restaurant in M'sia... It would have been rob like a few thousand times already...Then there's this VIP spa...It's so so so huge and grandious...There is this 2 people enjoying their spa and they look like ants swimming ...I've never been to anything like this before...damn I want to be not only very rich...I wanna be famous....I would die to live like dis for a day...crazy amazing....Den i tot the taxi was so worth it...It open my eyes and it popped out...haha

Recently the craziest thing I did is that I chopped my hair off...MYSELF...It's kinda cool...haha I was telling my mom dat I was stress and I chopped my hair off...my mom got so scared she called me the 3rd time 2day asking if I was OK and that I shouldn't stress myself out...haha me Raymond stress?? I mean I do stress myself sometime but I won't be doing crazy thing cos of stress...I just hate my hair...I can't stand looking at myself in the mirror every morning...damn I'm vain...haha anyhoos I cut it and it was longer on the left and shorter on the right...I didn't notice it untill my fellow classmate was like hey cool hair...and I when I'm proud I start to brag...haha the usual...I said I cut it myself with my big ass smile....woohoo!!! den they were like Oh wow no wonder it's shorter on the right...OMG the embarassment....and they tried to console me that it's so trendy and cool...Yeah rite!! I just made a fool out of myself...U can laugh bitches haha.... SO this is it...my new hair cut...

Just My Luck

2006-11-06T22:53:00.000+08:00

I now officially declare that my suay-ness is all gone...haha

woohooo!!! I did a complete 180 dis week...I perfected my coffee(well, not exactly perfect but is much better than last week)...here's my cap and latte ...It's so easy to froth the milk dis week...haha I manage to do the smooth, silky, creamy milk...yummy!!

2day's F&B class rocked so hard...we hv oni 2 customers...and I'm the only floorstaff....n we get to try the restaurant food...It's so damn good....dats the icing to the cake ...and b4 the customer leave... they tipped me real good...It's a fucking 22 bucks...that's the cherry on top of the icing.....haha total coolness...

I got a msg from my lecturer today saying that he received an email from a customer saying that Raymond did a great job during their last visit in the Angliss....And that i was really friendly...Wow dats so cool... Customers do remember me and they actually do take their time and email my lecturer...I'm just wondering...how did they get my lecturer email address...but anyhoos that really is a polite gesture...So nice of them....they totally make my day...

surprise surprise...I attendance for Bar class is full...I attended every single freaking class haha... N i remember all the cocktail's ingredients...I'm so proud of myself today...I totally redeem myself from last week...I played my new black NDSL the whole trip back home...it's so so fun...having I-pod is not enuff...heehehe...time flies when you have fun...I'm currently in war with SuperMario...haha It's been so long since I last enjoy my day so so much....

btw i did the craziest thing last weekend... we decided to draw our face with Sing Ying's make-up and walk around the Melbourne city...we had a blast...total craziness... I think that made up for my Halloween day...

I have the long nose hair, thick eye-brow, ah paul's sign on my forehead, dark eyes and the chibi maruku inspired cheek...haha

well dats it...I hafta get to work now...stupid assignmentssssssss!! i realise this post is very random...haha who cares anyway....

Halloween Day...

2006-10-31T17:10:00.000+08:00

Somehow, my life seems to have decended into an eternal struggle with an inanimate object...Well, I sleep a lot and have this habit of staying up very late and watching DVDs and at times doing my work... I sleep through most days and wake up in the late afternoon. I miss lectures and allow my life to spiral slowly out of control while I sleep. When I wake up, everything is closed. I say to myself: "I'll deal with it tomorrow". In short, I am a very lazy man. I know I'm wrong, I just have no will power. I missed my college today again...well sounds like the typical Raymond Tan's laziness but NO that's not the case today... I really needed the coffee revision class today. It's like the most important class of the whole term... And since I make lousy coffee and had already missed two class previously I really really need to attend this class to practise and revise or else I will fail miserably...Without any thoughts I went to coll at abt 2 in the noon to hand in my report to my coffee lecturer who also happens to teach in my Bar class...On the way to school i called Sing Ying to catch up on how the class goes today...She end up hinting me that Mr. Ian Frost is bloody angry and that he's furious... She even saw him mumble a couple of bad words...With that I assume that I will be bombarded... Badly...Well being the thick-skin me, I "daring"ly went to see my lecturer at 2 noon...2 hours after class... Well it turn out to be the worst move...EVER...ever ever ever... And I need to drill a hole in the ground to hide from the humilliation...I can't take it anymore...Last week i got busted for copying in my other report and today this...I'm not going into the details... In short, It ruin my Halloween Day that I've anticipated for weeks...and now 5 hours after the incident...I'm still sitting on my bed reflecting on myself...I think it hit me hard this time...Well, the knife is in front of me... I just need to cut my wrist and die...Just die....DIE DIE DIE Well,I'm just joking...In about six more weeks time I will be in paradise, Bali...with my fav mates so I'm not that stupid to end my life now...haha That helps a little...As for today's incident, I already found the culprit...It's my alarm clock and handphone 'snooze' function. Fuck you, Snooze!

Happy Halloween if you are alone at home like me!!! now fuck off(i'm pissed off with myself and trying to be mean,in case u didn't notice)...haha...

p.s: the last week report got busted incident is not that big of a deal...I get a chance to redo it...So it's not that plagarism instantly fail thing...

2006-10-25T20:29:00.000+08:00

Watched a shitload of movies the past few days ...Well, I'm no movie critic that's for sure, but I'm happy to share what I've watched. I watched the funniest CNY movie ever...and it's called 家有喜事 All Well Ends Well (1994) starring Stephen Chow, Sandra Ng etc etc. This movie has the usual Stephen Chow formula which is also usually successful for making me laugh so hard I'm clutching the covers of my bed. This movie never fail to make me laugh uncontrollably everytime watching it...It's dat FUNNY.I really appreciate Stephen Chow's work...Yes, I've watched a shitload of movie...90% of them are Stephen Chow's...Not only Stephen Chow is a such a good actor, he is also a good director...Hmph totally bring back memories of watching Kung Fu Hustle with Puoi and gang back in Klang...I'm totally a Stephen Chow fanatic now...I wanna watch all his shows... and laugh my lungs out...Now the other 10%...It's a chinese classic I've just watched...Farewell, My Concubine starring Gong Li and Leslie Cheung. I'm not a fan of chinese classic...I will fall asleep in the cinema...I don't like Hero, and all the Zhang Yimou shit...But this show is FANTASTIC and extra-ordinarily moving....I've basically fallen in love with Gong Li (The finest chinese actress before Zhang Ziyi, I mean Zhang Ziyi?).She's amazing, I'm going to go find a few of her other movies.I must say though, that I am extremely impressed by Leslie Cheung,on how tragically he portray Dieyi's life...Haha I'm definitely going to pose with Leslie Cheung wax if i happen to visit the Madame Tussauds,Hong Kong next year...since I'm a lazy writer, go google for more insightful reviews, or else, just catch the show...haha

Jump baby Fly!!!

2006-10-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

If i'm in the jetstar ad...this will be it...100% not photoshop work...this is real and original...haha

2006-10-19T07:04:00.000+08:00

"I have almost forgot the taste of fears.

The time has been my senses would have cool'd

To hear a night shriek, and my fell of hair

Would at a dismal treatise rouse and stir

As life were in't. I have supp'd full with horrors;

Direness, familiar to my slaughterous thoughts,

Cannot once start me."

---- Will - Macbeth

READY FOR HALLOWEEN??...haha *swt*

2006-10-15T11:36:00.000+08:00

God...This is sinful...*grin*

you realise who you really are only when you are tested

2006-10-08T00:53:00.000+08:00

heylo heylo!!! It's Raymond...woohooo!!! holladays was lotz of fun...and life's great after holidays eventho i'm a lil bad luck...hehe the 1st class I had was Food n Bev and I'm appointed as the manager of the restaurant(which is a really really big of a deal in case you donno)...haha i getta order people to do stuff for me... And as usual my clumsiness gets on me everytime...I brought a customer to a wrong table...and dat poor man had to sit with a group of strangers...I wonder how come he din talk to his friends then only i realised he was on the wrong table...and he tot it was normal for him to sit with the people he donno as it was a really big table...total embarrassment haha holiday was a lot of fun tho...war games, bdays parties, the museum, the zoo, casino, club et cetera et cetera...It was fantastic...haha i'll let the photo do the talking...hehe enjoyz~a

2006-09-28T11:51:00.000+08:00

hey it's Raymond Tan...haha it's been oh so long since i last posted here...I'm still alive and life's been really really good...but there's trouble in paradise...After celebrating Elsie's Birthday today, sumthing really really bad happened ...An old grandmother in her 60's just trip over my feet and fall on the road...I got so shocked and i even drop my Ipod trying to help her...dat poor lady fell on her face and her leg and hand was bleeding so badly...The next thing is that her husband came up to me and questioned me whether i did dat on purpose...I was like NO!!! OMG den the old lady said it was not my fault and that it was an accident...I can see pain on her face and she started to cry...God i feel really bad about it...OMG... Not that it's my fault ...I just feel bad that I didn't send her to the hospital or ...Well all i can do now is to pray for her...haihz....A bad ending of a good day

Updates!!!

2006-08-14T14:01:00.000+08:00

It's been like what, 2 weeks or maybe more since i last posted. Loads of stuff has happened, well i say loads of stuff now, when i've already forgotten half of what i was going to write about.haha alright...Guess I shall start with what happen yesterday, since it's in my head and i have just come from there.Well,I totally spoilt myself...I went to Chadstone with my fellow couzie and her friend to walk around and I ended up spending AUD 200 on something totally unneccessary...haihz now I left 80 bucks to struggle thru the rest of the month...I'm so devastated... well well Melbourne has been sunny for the past few days...I totally enjoyed the weather and I did had lot of fun attending classes in my TAFE...I had F&B class last Monday and i had to wear this full waiter's uniform...And the best part was that we actually get to taste the food after class...haha YAY!!!After class Sing Ying brought me to one of the back alley at the Chinatown to have this really spicy Szechuan noodles...It was so so good... I spend the rest of the night unseparable from the toilet...haha Tuesday was a lil' boring...I stayed at home the whole day cleaning and doing some dirty laundry and I hit the cinema at night to watch You,Me and Dupree...not very impressive so don't bother to waste ur time and money...Wednesday is a long day in school...I parked my little ass at Ah Paul's place at QV...Apparently he is leaving for Brisbane for two weeks so we can go his place to swim and use the gym...YAY!! and the city view from his house is spectacular...I loved his dog and he has a parrot...Yup it's like a mini zoo...haha I skipped school on Thursday... well, I overslept OOPS!!haihz... yesterday was the highlight of the week... Finally I had Krispy Kreme doughnuts... the original wans..it's really good...totally not over-rated...Thanks Erin...And then we went Chadstone and beside the spending money part...we reli did enjoy ourself...I tried the Pancake Parlour...and her friends work at the theme park there so we had free cotton candy fresh from the machine and we get a free ride on the coffee cup thingy...It's a lil weird tho 3 adults riding the cup in the middle of the shopping complex...haha After that was more fun...we went to Georges for dinner...YAY AGAIN!!!As usual it rocked...we had grilled seafood,steak, pasta and pizza...so fulfilling...After that we went to Alice's room...It was HUGE...by huge i mean it simply fit 3 beds,a built in cabinet, 3 book shelves, a few chairs, 2 study tables , a fridge and the most unbelievable a washing machine...Yes dat big...and it's less than 500 bucks a month and it includes bills...Well, tomorrow I will be having lunch with my hongkie friends and I'll hit the Victoria Market for doughnuts...hehe damn do I sound like a big fat pig and my daily life is just eat shit sleep??haha I think I should go get a life...haha till then bye...

the spectacular view of the city from QV...

meet the flushed Sing Ying,Michael and ah Paul

meet ah Paul's house dog..

the super super spicy Szechuan noodles...see the chilli oil...

erm...some interesting drinks i had...

pluck lemon behind Alice's house

Max Brenner choc...yum *slurps*..

meet me...I'm testing my phone camera lah...haha reasons...

say G'day

2006-07-27T19:36:00.000+08:00

HELLO MY FRIENDS!!! Thank you for all the well-wishes and my sending-off entourage!My brother was counting how many people there were and he said he wouldn't have had such a big group of people sending him off, which made me very, very happy. It means a lot to me, and I hope that you guys are having a blast there!!! When I walked into the gates, I really feel like crying,my mom have to give me a hug..haha. But know that every single one of your presence, make up a huge part of my life, and it meant a lot to me. I love all the gifts you people gave me, well not a lot but they were all very thoughtful and have been put to good use!Thank you Ms.Ruth for the thoughtful Timberland boots...I lurve it a lot...I'm still luving it...haha There's so much to tell all of you!! Melbourne is GREAT!!! I shall briefly go thru it...I love the environment.Just that winter is really a hard time to start...But now that I'm used to it I luv it...Everyone here is really friendly so far, but sometimes I wonder if I'll ever fit in.Well, it's the third week now and it hasn't hit me that this isn't just a holiday, and I am not on a different continent from you guys.My mom went home last Saturday, I had a great time with her. Damn...the 'all by myself' keep on playing in my head now...haha I missed KTV-ing...My orientation week just passed...I am the only 'made in Malaysia' here...My course is really fun...I had a class bartending class and I went wine and cheese tasting two weeks in Yarra Valley...I had so much fun and the scenery there was breath-taking. World Cup here is big...a lil out dated but i had a great time...I was in the Federation Square that time and it was 5 in the morning but the crowd was amazing... I had so much fun...The food here is great n the serving is big...pasta,sushi,beef noodles,dim sum, and even char kuey teow...You name it they have it...Italian food and cakes here rocked so hard...Now the moment of truth, I put on hell a lot of WEIGHT...I so look like when I was in Form 5 imagine that OMFG...And well gk I called you but no one seems to pick ur house phone....so busy meh u?? always not at home...Suat Puoi good luck to you and see you end of this year...All the best ya...

-Sunday dinner at Sofia with gary's frenz...

-bubble tea and Australian sized taiwanese sausages

-my home cook food

-say cheese...Gouda,Blue,Cheddar...

-the biggest temptation in my life...Greco's Grill cakes...finally found sumthing better than choc mud cake

-dinner at Aunt Ceci's....that piece of meat cost 70AUD...bloody exp but damn good...

-the first thing i had here

-yes it's ang koo kueh...err...malaysia wan better

-Hazelnut Meringue from Greco's

-Sum random pics...meet Erin my fellow couzie, Sing Ying my best classmate,n Gary's frenz Cheng Lin,Yi Min, and Wei Sung...till then bye....

Happy Birthday To Me!!!

2006-06-21T01:46:00.000+08:00

It's all about 19th of June

The early birthday ~~surprise~~ celebration .Apparently, Gary learned how to sneak behind my back and plan my birthday celebration without my finding out. By casually suggesting that we go out to eat. After lunch. The waiter kinda spoiled my birthday surprise by bringing the forks and plates out early..how dumb is that...but I'm still die happy that you guys got me one...A big thank you to you guys...

the very exp Lunch at Italiannies 1U...

surprise!!yeah another choc mud cake...my fav...woohoo!!!

a joint birthday surprise with another proud Gemini-Joshua

the million dollar smiles...Eeeewd...

And that's not it...just when I thought we were finished celebrating my birthday. Seiw Ling gave me another surprise...Dinner at the Beach Garden. Too bad no pictures were taken...

But I have had a great birthday week thanks to my family and friends!

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Well I must admit, that day was more bitter sweet than usual...Puffy-eyed and tired I sit here and reflect on the day's events. I've lost my dog, my best friend,my little girl. I've lost a piece of myself.I should be rejoicing at the fact that today is my birthday, the more important, is joyful.. but I cannot.I feel ashamed in worrying so much about my dog on such an important day.Something in me still says it's okay.She may be still alive.It is a constant battle between these things. She probably felt little comfort in hope when she was away. She was probably alone and stayed that way.I miss her terribly. I miss that she used to follow me around. I miss her funny personality. I miss her jealousy over Mimi my other dog. I miss her playfulness and her prissiness.I mentioned to my father that I was taking the loss so hard. He said, "After all she's just an animal. She's just a dog. Why does it hurt so much?" Well Kiki is not just an animal...She's my daughter...my baby girl.A bond is a bond. Human,animal or a thing. When the bond gets broken, it's a reason to mourn...My thoughts are barely coherent, even to myself. I have attempted to collect them but this is to the best of my ability at this time....May God Bless Her a better life... Blow the candles....

summertime...and the livin' easy

2006-06-14T01:28:00.000+08:00

HOLA people!!!
Who would have said holidays would be this great? I'm so enjoying the rediscovered joys of waking up in the afternoon without having to panic about a day studying ahead, or rushing my ass off to work...

I was in Singapore last week...It seems like eternity ago since I last visited Singapore...you know arriving at the land of thousand kiasu-es(haha got this from a kid when i was on my way home),walking in a clean street,crazy shopping frenzy...2 words for my trip this time...It rocked...4 more words...it rocked so hard!!!..haha things are wonderful to me there...

This trip is mainly about food...chicken rice,Katong laksa,chilli crabs,durians,bah kua-s,MOS burgers,7-eleven mashed potatoes(I'm not kidding...it's heaven...seriously that good)...Ding Tai Feng's siao long pao(It's one of the top 10 best restaurants in the world by the New York Time..picture that)...and the highlight... my new grand-aunt cookings...those dumplings..original Shandong cuisine...I had that everyday...my goodness it's wonderful...

The Esplanade Singapore...those clean street...
me and my new chinese grand-aunt...
dumplings...i had about 35 of those everyday...OMG i'm drooling
Ding Tai Feng's famous siao long pao
Gwen and her husband...Did I mention that she's Marion Caunter's(8tv Quickie host and Osim spokesperson) cousin...I'm her cousin 2...so that means i'm kinda related to Marion...latest discovery...greatness...
Gwen's son...Ming Den my new nephew...damn he calls me UNCLE...so not ready...haha he's so cute...
Chilli Crab
Katong laksa...it's oh so good...it's diff from our local laksa...gotta try it...
Azlina's workplace...The Regent Singapore

The reunion with my best friend...Azlina...well let's just say time changed a person...She's weird...Good weird to be sure, but a little surreal all the same.The make up,the way she talks...her nyaring voice is not so nyaring anymore...Well she's now a servicing operator in a 5 star hotel...imagine that...haha....it's great meeting her we had lots of fast food...and we cam-whored...haha..She's still great... friends 4eva gal!!!

haha the original TVTBM pose...
jumpin!!! yes it's outside Takashimaya,Orchard Rd...haha crazy
the ugly side of Ms. Zimbabwe...
in the bus...double decked
after Swensen...
McD...damn..I lost a bunch of souvenirs there...

So...I was happy happy happy...happy happy happy...yes Singapore rocked...

Some Random Fun Stuff~

10/06/06 - Pimpin' Goonie's lousy car Ride...haha

11/06/06

DRINK, DRANK, ~~DRUNK~~...

Our private drinking party...haha sounds so posh...

well...it's a great nite in...nobody is drunk...Only Ben flushed...Ruth's still itchin till now...Dave is pretty fine....I heard that he missed his flight...haha I'm good...

So that's it~

10 days after May

2006-06-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

This month so far has been pretty damn good...I was just thinking about all the stuff I have been doing this week...There were not a single moment i was feeling bored or empty...i pretty much finish watchin every movie in the cinema...i'm done with my student visa,medical check-up n stuff...the world cup kicks off...well i'm not really a football fan but still it's sumthing great..and oh goon ket got chased by a guy today...it's so hilarious...damn i can't wait to hang out with dave and gary...welcome back again...just came home from kai's place and i'm feeling ecstatic...haha donno why but i think i'm living my life...the only bad thing is that i'm broke to the max...

photo time~

yup here's some photo's i've been wanting to post...

pangkor trip...months back

for Dave's birthday...wat a good reason to cam-whore...haha

polaroids

well well....those images does bring back fond memories doesn't it??

singapore here i come..ciao...

well...i've been tagged...

2006-06-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

1- The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.
2- Need to mention the sex of the target
3- Tag 8 victims to play this game and leave a comment on there comments saying they've been tagged
4- If tagged the second time there's no need to post again

The Seductress
One might argue looks aren't that important.But they are...a delightful first impression is important...just to name a few...this is wat i first look in a person...
sexy eyes,full pouty lips,million dollar smile,smooth and wavy long hair... long legs,firm boobs and ass...healthy and tan skin...
meet 5 of those criteria...u r ready to kill...haha well...at least u manage to melt me 1st.. haha

come clean
yes...a clean look...a clean body...a clean heart...dirty??awh!! grooming is so important ...i juz can't stand dirty people...not 2 mention the smell...to me this is most important...a compulsory...

Soul mate
I want my lover to be my soul mate. I'd like her to be able to read my thoughts and know what's on my mind without me saying it.... to be sensitive enough to pick up mood changes or facial movements and interpret them correctly and do something about them.I'd like to be able to be with someone who communicates her thoughts and feelings ...you see I TALK... I think we've all learned that about me. The thing is, I don't want to be the only one talking in a conversation... or the only one making sense, lol

ComPassionate
~She needs to be attentive to me, show the world she's crazy about me and not be afraid to show love and affection in public.She better be able to feel something when bad things happen to other people. or to me.
~ I want to be with someone who has a flame in her heart that fuels on everyday, that gives her the strength and determination to overcome all obstacles that lie in his path with ease.

good girl,conservative aka a virgin
responsible...know what she's about, her value and know what's right... A good rational girl...that says it all...well...call me old-fashion..we r in living in a modern and upbeat society bla bla bla...look at Jessica Simpson ....she gave it up for Nick Lachey after they got married...at my age this time...i think girls around my age should still be a virgin...unless u r a cheapskate! oops...don take it too seriously if u r not one...it's just my thoughts...haha

age does matter
a yr or two is fine...4 is the limit...just imagine...CRAZY MEN AND AUNTIES....it's just so wrong...o' right i'm conservative...

a Stepford wife...
Okay, not in the crazy-robot-yes-my-husband way...oh well....there is nothing wrong with the yes my husband way tho...I want my house to be a showcase, no clutter, everything matches (but not too much) ,the lighting perfect, the meals lovely and we actually eat on the dining room table. I want people to envy me...haha Is it bad that I want perfection? I don't think so. Is it unhealthy? Probably...ego has landed I know...

A spontanious goofball...
no comments on this...I'm tired..haha

Disclaimer: I know this is rather absurd but this is my own whimsical list so bear with me...Indeed a very dangerous tag...

Now the question?? does my perfect lover exist??pretty sure a big NO...true love knows no bounds...

Well it's not 8 but some others were already tagged. Hope you enjoy!
if you want to play, please do... if not, it's okay.

MOTIVATION...

2006-06-03T17:37:00.000+08:00

At some point of yesterday evening...i met up with suat puoi...yup both of us are leaving 'home' pretty soon and we all hv different thoughts about it...which resulted my melodramatic post last night...and yes...she's so prepared...me??worrying about all kinds of things..problems...damn i'm already stressed out ...I have nothing to keep me busy and all i do all day long is just thinking and freaked myself out...We all start of our life with a dream...don't we??that's a very intriguing question...i'm not sure i've done enough research to have a definitive opinion...to me the reality is another story...life is cruel...it gets me thinking...where did other people get this energy??focus??no fear?...u see the one thing u can't have is fear...and for the first time in my life i'm afraid...you see a part of me is always afraid of leaving ...what happens then??you know what i'll probably let all my stress go ...I've decided and everything is set ...now it was just only the beginning...I'm a hard ass and i know that...so this is it... JUST SERVE RAYMOND!!!! And, uh... this is a pretty pointless post...

caught in a moment...

2006-06-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

"Raymond..."

I knew what people wanted to ask.

"I heard that you are leaving?"

"Yes, I'm leaving on the month of July."

And then I had to explain the details, where I'm going, what I'm going to do, why I'm leaving .

Well, that's the situation... The only thing I hate about this month is that I will be leaving for Aus... for the looongest time. It is nothing like going on vacation to remind me how much I like my home. Leaving home was pretty hard - I knew that it would be. I love family so much and am sad that I will miss so much of my friend's life while I am overseas. I just like being at home, surrounded by my stuff, and able to sleep in my bed. I love my bed. I have so many good friends here... I can't imagine not seeing all of them every day... i wouldn't know what to do with my weekends and my meals now... It's scary. I'm sad about leaving M'sia, especially not knowing when I'll be back. I'm sure I *will* be back to this country at some point, but I know that at the very least it's not going to be for a few years.. It's just that I'm on the 'edge' of leaving, I'm not sure what's more scary... I do know, however, that it feels like time paces up when you try to just absorb your surroundings because you're leaving them and don't dare miss a single second. I'm worried about forgetting. I'm worried about being forgotten. But mostly I'm worried about taking this jump from something so certain and known into something totally new … That's part of what makes it fun, of course. The challenge. Worrying and then jumping...I can't put into words just how big an adjustment it will be for me...I think I'm running out of time... =..( *cry a little*

some updates

2006-06-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

thx P.A Peeps..thx for the bag...yeah!!! finally got it...hehe
i got my first pay slip 2day...wooohooo!!!
damn i'm free people...start planning wat we can do for the next month...hehe
yeah finally paid up for my uni...
a lil update on my Tuesday, May 16, 2006 entry...i think i'm blogging more than posting pics here d le...hehe...juz bear with my broken eng k??hehe...
still sad that Katharine Mcphee lost.
I'm bored...damn....

25 relationship questions

1) Single, Taken, or Crushin? Crushin

2) Are you happy with where you are?~~I love home but I'm leaving for Aus in a month...~~sorry out of the topic...haha not really but it's ok le..

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? depends

4) Have you ever had your heart broken? yup asshole...haha

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable? yup

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? maybe...most probably not...

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? yup

8) Do you want children? yes

9) How many? 1-2...

10)Have your future kids names planned out? Wes & Gemma

11) Would you consider adoption? sure!

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? everyone does...rite?

13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? ~~wat game??sex ar??~~haha... dats a secret...nole i didn't k...i'm a good person...

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? somewhat, but its really called infatuation

15) Are you romantic? nah...

16) Do you believe that you can change someone? we all can learn from each other.. changing is up to them

17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object, where would it be? fly thousands of peoples to a beach a nice beach...

19) Do you easily give in when you are fighting? nope i don think so...

20) Do you have feelings for someone right now? errr....yes

21) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you messed it up? kinda

22) Have you ever broken a heart? yup...damn i'm guilty

23)What will happen if you come and find another person in bed? crap my pants and scream for help...haha drama drama drama

24) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other? yup...

25)What would you say about your last ex? she is the nicest person in the world, and I still care about her, it just wasn't our time ...

2 months of hell is finally over!!!

2006-05-31T02:00:00.000+08:00

I've decided that I'm going to write a ramble of a blog...so no real idea where this is going to go, but I'm going to type away anyways.I'M QUITTING MY JOB.Yup today is the last but one day before quitting. Guess that at some point I meant to tell anyone reading that I quit my job. I didn't like the work that I was doing or who I was doing it for at a medium sized boutique.I wasn't happy with this job.The long hours of standing...long long hours of boredom...not forgetting those scolding i get whenever I was late....etc etc...I was thinking last night that it's not that I hate my job, I quite like it, I just don't like working that much. Whoever said you should do what makes you happy...should realize you don't get paid to standing on your feet all day.I've been working for 2 months now and I realised that I have thoroughly enjoyed my work...i've tried so many new things and had so many first time working...i have a group of great colleagues and the working atmosphere is so friendly and each and every day we put in our best effort and do the best for our shop...I will be missing all my wonderful colleagues or should i say friends... Nicole,Alex,Ken,Jojo and not forgetting Yan Hoon....we all share wonderful rapport and yes we do have our share of misunderstanding but we never carry any grudge and just sit and sort it out immediately... Today my colleagues gave me a wonderful parting gift...a Mr.Bean Soft Toy(I wanted the sling bag in the shop le dudes...hehe)....n the farewell lunch was great...im so overwhelmed at their gestures...yes it definitely means a lot when ur boss and colleagues care and do such cute things for you...:)I'm very grateful to be given these last 2 months to learn heaps and stacks and tonnes and lots.Others may enjoy their last working days. Idling around, planning trips n stuff....I love my jobs...I'm sure I'm gonna miss it ...i'm gonna miss u good looking peoples in the shop...i mean those models in the poster le...hehe JJK...bye PA!!!

Life... It still keeps on moving and flowing and swaying and flying...

Bad Day...

2006-05-26T02:12:00.000+08:00

Cue to the catchy Daniel Powter Song...The end of May is next week which brings me closer to my birthday month, the end of my job at P.A, and pretty much one of the worst months ever. I mean when you have a bad day, you can handle it...but a whole week of losing control? Who does that?...ME. Well today wasn't the worst day in my life but that sure didn't stop it from trying.

The Good, The Bad, The Ugly...
Thursday...sounds like a lovely day off from work...wohoo!! i thought i would get some good sleep...a nice long rest...but instead my mom wake me up at 9 in the morning to get my hair cut...well it wasn't to bad tho...since it's my off-day i thought i would spend my evening with my fellow friends...hanging out in The Curve...eating meatballs while repairing my ipod...but damn...none of them picked up their damn phone except for Goonie...and hell i'm bored so off we go to The Curve at 8.30 and when the time we reach the cafe was closed, and my ipod work perfectly fine... so basically we drove all the way there for nothing...so i plan to go get the chicken chop that i was craving for months nearby...The weather was absolutely awful.And of course I had to get lost finding my way making a few turns here and there...by the time we reach there the rain got heavier and now we had to eat in the rain...but the food was fine tho...it only got worst when i locked my keys in the car...Yep. That was my fault, yes it was...called Anna that lives a mile away...she brought her friends to see if they can help...and no they can't...meanwhile my parents was shouting at me on the phone...Goon laughing his ass off on my forgetfulness...so finally we called for assistance...and he charged me a fucking $300 to unlock the damn car...so that's the situation...Now, I arrived home, sneezing, runny noses, coughing not to mention i got grease all over me and my nails are black in color now...Maybe i should take another day off tomorrow...Sure-yeah, that sounds about right! DREAM ON~

Grease is the word?

2006-05-21T03:31:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I'm saying this but I hate Saturday Night Fever. I hate it I hate it I hate it. I hate it because it has set such a high bar for me personally, when it comes to watching other musicals. The curse of Saturday Night Fever.

GREASE THE MUSICAL. I went juz now...As a musical, it was an entertaining 2 hours+ despite it's many many flaws.the show started a bit rough as the sound systems were resounding echo like nobody business.Spoilt the entire "Summer Lovin" song. Believe it or not...i actually yawned when Sandy was singing the "hopelessly devoted to you" song (one of my fav song from the show)...The actor and actresses who played the lead roles of Sandy and Danny were both good looking but the supporting cast was better in singing...i specially loved the rendition of 'Beauty School Dropout' by the fat lady in the shimmering drag-ish dress...All in all it was not ALL bad but I can't help but feeling dat it doesn't quite live up my expectation...I kept an open mind and appreciated the show for being a musical performance that it was. And for that, I enjoyed myself.

Here are a few pics i took during the show~

Alrite,the performance was ok but not good enough...

Honestly,i think we had more fun after the show...taking photographs...meeting 2 main character of the show...dinner was superb...the food, the chat,the photo session at my house...everything was so crazy n fun...haha...

That pretty much sums my day up.All in all it was only a 6.5/10 for me....i mean the show.Night Fever is still the word/words...hehe

for those who can't make it to the show...here my illegal take of it...the ending of the show...

~back 2 work 2morrow...god damn it!!!

ADDICTION

2006-05-20T02:48:00.000+08:00

my goodness...i hv sleepin disorders...i couldn't sleep so i decided to blog again...i din realise how addictive blogging can be...No Seriously, I didn't think I could be addicted to anything except for foosball,snooker,ktv and mahjong...haha.... Did you know its 2:41 am and I am still on here!! I am devoted! I am gonna try to post cool things when I can... cause blogs are cool I never get to really post them. i used to juz post photos u see...

I present to you my weekend highlights~

GREASE, one of the longest running musicals in Broadway history, is ready to rock 'n' roll into Malaysia! Favorite songs from the hit motion picture come to life in this theater-packing box office phenomenon that has thrilled audiences and critics around the country. Chartbusters like "You're the One That I Want,","Summer Nights," and "Greased Lightnin'" will have me coming back for more. Delight the legions of GREASE devotees and introduce a whole new generation to this spectacular production of America’s favorite energy-packed hit, GREASE. (from ticketcharge)

i can't wait for dat few more hours to watch GREASE...it better be a rock show...i've been waiting for so many months for dis time right here...n it's so good dat dave can make it back 2...haha...we so need 2 hang out dude...reli missed 'hanging'...hehe

SPOILERS...

finally finished watchin ANTM 6...i was pulling for Joanie and Danielle for the finale...n yup they both made it to the final ....i'm totally into Joanie as she was really gorgeous and talented...but Danielle won, SHUT UR MOUTH AND SAY IT AIN'T SO...I'm still in absolute SHOCK that Jaonie did not win!! =O I don't understand how she didnt win when everything was done perfectly...neway she'll make it BIG pretty soon...damn...i mean look at her ;

isn't she great??well i needa get some sleep now...sweet dreams of Joanie...haha nitez again...

addicted i am

-raymond

We seek Security and Revenge

2006-05-20T01:34:00.000+08:00

to the f*king black bitch dat try to sell me da pair of bad adidas replica...not going into the details...

Is tearing people down giving you so much satisfaction that you just have to do it over and over again? Do you actually find pleasure in doing that?go get a life...here's a thought of mine if you are willing to listen...

What doesn't kill me

makes me stronger.

I believe in that quote. But I hate to think that this is not how I feel each time people manage to cause me so much discomfort. It sickens me.My heart literally hurts whenever I'm not alright now. I know what I must do. Doesn't make it easier, but at least I know what I'm up against...

now, back 2 u black bitch...take your opinions and shove it up your fucking asshole.you mindless freaks with no control over your own pathetic lives. i juz hope dat ur f*kin mouth switch 2 ur big f*kin asshole...and try selling shoes with dat...YOU BLOODY DOG!!! trust me he totally deserves dat(don ask why)...and may god bless that..haha...

my goodness ...i actually does feel good and better typin and reading da paragraph above...haha...HATE is a four letter words...g'nite peeps!!!

True friendships remains the same...

2006-05-18T04:01:00.000+08:00

at this moment...there are 6 billion people in the world...it's a shocking moment for each of us...that moment we realise that we are all alone in this world... the family we took for granted could one day abandon us... a friend we trust so implicidly might betray us... the person we loved so deeply perhaps won't return to us... and then we could end up all by ourself. Of course some see great value in going it alone... but it's always good to have people around us...give or take a few...and sometimes all we need is just one for better or for worst... as far as i'm concerned, a friendship is important...when life gets hard, when things change...true friendship remains the same...

a welcome back note...

2006-05-16T02:27:00.000+08:00

I originally started this blog on the Nov of 2004 and stop posting on it on the Sept 2005...now on this day i invite you to read bout my life once again...English nazis you've been warned: I don't proofread whatever I write on this blog. I don spell-check, grammar-check or use the thesaurus before posting my entries.This is a blog, not a thesis. Better yet, I mainly juz post pictures on this blog so not much reading peeps...Once again welcome back...hehe~

2005-09-29T02:50:00.000+08:00

hmph...donno wat sp and alex doin...they r not in dis pics with us...da ';ang mo' is one of da stomp guy...GOOD SHOW!!!

2005-09-29T02:49:00.000+08:00

for my life dis peeps will stay as my best frenz....forever and ever...happily ever after...haha so full of crap le me...best frenz 4 life guys...hehe

2005-09-29T02:46:00.002+08:00

da Klang gang...

2005-09-29T02:46:00.001+08:00

dave, puoi n me...

2005-09-29T02:46:00.000+08:00

curi tembak pics...dis is da stage...

2005-09-29T02:45:00.000+08:00

group pics...

2005-09-29T02:44:00.000+08:00

Ivy's n my bro's buffday...

2005-09-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

yup...19th of Sept...my bro n Ivy's buffday... so i think it'll be nice for me 2 post on ivy's buffday party 2 days back on da 17.... we all had so much fun... as usual me n my fellow frenz was fashionably late to her place...hehe we had a lil prob on da way there...we took da wrong highway n da car ran out of petrol...so we all get a lil hungry on our way there...thk god when we reached, da food is still there...hehe OMG da food is so good...juz 2 name a few....we had sushi, spaghetti, chicken wings, dim sum, satays, n lotz n lotz of pastries and pies...hehe...den we went 2 da poolside...every1 had dis lil desperation 2 push one another down da pool... n da lucky no.1 2 go down is yiing y'ng...da way she fall is so funny...den we started chasing around ...we r drag into da pool one by one ...sp managed to cabut ... ling n yo claim dat it's their time of da month...so they r safe...den i realised dat my precious 3-D cross is lost...every1 started to look for it in da pool... hehe including ivy's taylor frenz....finally my dat monkey asshole benny found it beside da pool....THANXX...den comes gary right after his plane arrived...such good fren he is huh?? n of cos he's dragged into our game....hehe...den we tricked sp down...using gary as da bait...finally when she's down and had a lil chat with gary.. den we pretend 2 leave da pool...on our way back to ivy's penthouse...we pushed...er can say i pushed le...i pushed sp down da pool...she got so pissed off....n she started shouting at us...we all got freaked out...but as usual sp is not very small gas wan...she's okay in less den an hour time...den we got so busy changing n stuff... ivy's hse is so well equipped with towels,branded shirts, and very branded pants...n i mean it BRANDED...hehe we had a fun time changing...hehe den comes dave with a lil problem looking for sizes of his pants...so he was 'asked' 2 put on ivy mom's cute bright orangy-pinkish 'pantyhose'..hehe... it was so funny...i almost pee-d on my pants when i first saw him ...haha den we started our fav activity of da nite...TAKIN PICS...it was so fun...da lightings in ivy's hse was great....as usual we acmarians r good in front of da cameras...we left at about 1 sumthing since yo n sp mom's started calling them...we 'ta pao' so many food home...hehe da nite was juz great le...can say one of da best buffday ever...we had so much fun... check out da photo's!!!

Hepi BuffDAY Ivy & KOko!!!

2005-09-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

my very very very da best frenzzz....we noe it'll be 4 live....luv ya guys...dis pics is juz gr8....haha

2005-09-19T00:38:00.001+08:00

edgy?? acmarians 4 so pro in front of da cameras ...haha

2005-09-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

i miss 5S...

2005-09-19T00:37:00.001+08:00

finally pics of 3 of us...looks at dave...he's in ivy;smom pantyhose....muahaha

2005-09-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

me n da buffday gal....

2005-09-19T00:36:00.000+08:00

ivy's frenz from Klang

2005-09-19T00:32:00.002+08:00

me n ling

2005-09-19T00:32:00.001+08:00

OMG da lighting sooo good...haha

2005-09-19T00:32:00.000+08:00

da 'sampat' without da studious ruth...

2005-09-19T00:31:00.001+08:00

mission impossible??

2005-09-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

gary n me

2005-09-19T00:30:00.001+08:00

dave, gary n puoi....look at gary...such a poser....muahaha

2005-09-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

gary puoi n ME...ki hiao-ing

2005-09-19T00:29:00.000+08:00

er...victim of Katrina....save us....muahaha

2005-09-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

me n puoi...n er gary....hehe

2005-09-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

yup...real money torn into pieces...a hundred and three bucks torn by th erich ivy n da kiamsiap suat puoi....Cravings,1U

2005-09-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

erm...sp,me,gary,ivy,seiw ling,dave, er...err 4gotten who's finger d...hehe..cool le...taken in gary's hse months back...

2005-09-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

cheebye po's (2nd from left) buffday at TGIF...hehe da dessert SOoo Gooood....Dave was there as well...he took dis pic...hehe...

2005-09-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

STOMP...can't wait 2 go...

2005-09-09T01:44:00.000+08:00

desperate housewives...

2005-09-09T01:42:00.000+08:00

missed Kiki...da small notti bitch from benny...

2005-09-09T01:41:00.001+08:00

dis movie damn good weh...

2005-09-09T01:41:00.000+08:00

donuts...droolz!!

08092005

2005-09-08T16:55:00.000+08:00

it's been a looong loooong time since i last blog... kinda sad though...dis is bcoz i'm so busy doin my coll assignments ...erm....in fact is busy copying my frenz work...hehe lotsa journal 2 submit...dis and dat...life's kinda sad for me now le esp after coming home from coll everyday... like so attached 2 my work oni...hehe...yesterday went sunway pyramid with ling yy theing n des...so fun hanging out...go get da STOMP tix...n da good news came...we get 2 buy students tix which is 50 bucks cheaper then da normal wans YeaH!!...can't wait 2 go n da show better be good...hehe....had lotsa food i'm craving for...da almond pretzel, da firefloss bread....n da DONUTS....WOAH!!!haha life not so bad after all...hehe... been eating a lot lately... wat 2 do STRESS!!! :@...thk god i'm having a week off next week...yeah!! gonna start planning my schedule for next week d...hehe finally fin da desperate housewives series...it's so funny...wat gary said was right...every episode is a surprise...i watched lotsa show n movies while doin my work...n yesterday I finally got dis 4 hours break in my coll...waiting for the other Klang gang members 2 finish their class...so i went 2 da library n watch da show i borrowed from Dave months back...hehe it's called da 'Man On Fire' by Dakota Fanning n Denzel Washington...it's so good...it's currently my best show dis yr le eventhough it's an old show...it's so "kan cheong"...n touching...n inspriring...watch it!!not 4gettin 2 long pillow i slept everynite with is GONE...my mom throwed it away...haihz n Kiki 's given away few days back...,my hse is so not happening now...kinda sad le...n 2day for i'm off from work...haha...outz~

a week ago....

2005-08-21T16:31:00.000+08:00

last week was all about havin fun...monday supposedly hv my drawing class in PJ St...as usual ended up shopping...da best part is i got my memory card for my phone by the price of half...dave,goon,n nat joined me....wednesday i had my day off...suppose 2 go LUCT for dis running thingy...thk goodness i was smart enuff not 2 go...it seems dat all my frenz r wearing dis black jalur gemilang shirt...n they hv 2 walk 1.5km back 2 da coll...haha as wat i heard it wasn't very good...haha when da nite comes,went 2 Ben's place with puoi...having dis gathering to kepo bout our prom baju...helped ruth with her no brand 'Melinda Looi' dress...hehe...she looks so stunning...suat puoi in ruth last yr winning dress...she looks so short n fat....muahaha...ended up taking about 70 pics...haha it was so fun...we r all posers....2 bad dave is not with us dat nite...friday i skipped my measurement class...i seldom skip class wan le...so i feel so bad for it...hehe prom is at nite...it was fun though...Ben won best-dressed dat nite...congrats!!...sad for Ruth for her super beautiful n stunning dress din nominate her anything....hehe took lotsa pics dat nite...2 bad da last yr prom king is in aus...n he missed da chance 2 win an i-pod...haha da news came 2 me when i met her mom da next day...haha...oh ya ..after prom went clubbing with ben, ruth, goon, steph,etc etc...went atmosphere....cool club but bad songs they play...maybe shud go try again another day...hehe went 2 coll da next afternoon...accidentally missed my malaysian studies... went 2 see m'sian idol in my coll..jaclyn victor was so goooood....her Gemilang...fuiyoh....Rydee last yr finalist was there oso...den went for a horror movie after dat...da show was called 'The Maid' nice story ....kinda scary...haha....ppl all around us got freaked out of suat puoi screaming...haha she was so freaked out...she shivered n screamed...but good movie le....kinda bored now....my hse is renovating...very dirty n smelly...n i can't go out...needa jaga da hse...sob sob...wat a sunday....oh...not forgetting i had a new bitch from Ruth...Kiki's her name....she's a devil!!!she poo-ed everywhere...n i hafta clean up 4 her....aiksss...but she's cute le...hehe...Mimi(my Dalmatian) is scared of her....wat a dog...haha...so addicted 2 da song 'You Promised Me' ...okay i started 2 crap now...so i think i hafta stop....titik

2005-08-21T16:24:00.001+08:00

Jac...AGAIN...haha

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dave, puoi, RYDEE, n me

2005-08-21T16:23:00.000+08:00

dis pic mark our group one year old...hehe

2005-08-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

me n my besties...

2005-08-21T16:20:00.000+08:00

da bitches...

2005-08-21T16:19:00.000+08:00

da LUCT Klang Group...Acmar Trio...hehe

2005-08-21T16:18:00.000+08:00

less den half of da class 04'...damn i miss u guys le...n sch of cos...

2005-08-21T16:15:00.000+08:00

my besty mich...

2005-08-21T16:14:00.000+08:00

da metamorphosis's..hehe we r da one n only...muahaha

2005-08-21T16:13:00.000+08:00

leanne,sharifah,jayne, n me

2005-08-21T16:12:00.000+08:00

lurve dis pic...hehe ben,ruth,me n puoi down there...where da hell is DAVE??

2005-08-21T16:11:00.000+08:00

ruth n me...posing for our prom clothes...hehe...so posing...

Yeah!!

2005-08-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

Finally my new blogskin is up...woah!! it happens oni da last minute b4 i gave up on it ...as for 2morrow coll starts as usual...dis skin might juz mean a reborn for life...life in college...life in everything...hehe think 2 much??!! who cares...rejoice and enjoy!!

testing

2005-08-15T01:15:00.000+08:00

let's see if it works...i mean da skin..

2005-08-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

amber and me...hehe dis is da 3rd time d lo...muahaha

2005-08-13T21:51:00.000+08:00

ben n amber...

2005-08-13T21:50:00.001+08:00

Ivy....finally she get a shot with Amber...lucky le u...hehe alwiz go out with me get 2 see celebs...

2005-08-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

Ivy's fren Jauhari if i'm not mistaken...hehe

2005-08-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

Patrizio Buanne

2005-08-13T21:47:00.000+08:00

me,ben, patizio buanne, n ruth

My 1st post...

2005-08-12T13:57:00.000+08:00

this will be my 1st ever self post other than photos...hehe...cough cough...it seems the weather here is not getting any better...my new blogskin is up...it took me days 2 complete it...kinda tough doing it...now i consider it done but with a lil error here and there(still figuring how 2 solve it...i need sum1 2 assist me)....sigh~now waiting for ah goon 2 pick me up for a movie...n Dave passed his driving test...WoahhHH!! we r getting a new driver...hehe...kinda bored...lately i've been skipping college...for the past 3 days i think...feeling sick and tired maybe cos of the haze...gosh!! it's real bad....looking forward to the upcoming prom...miss those days doin and preparing it last yr...M'sian Idol is coming to my coll SOON...Yay!!! get 2 see Jac AGAIN!!....dats all for now...chaoz~~

p.s: dis is just to test whether my blog is working or not...hehe...n i noe dave is counting how many grammar mistakes i made...hehe

2005-08-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

Benny!! U r hotter then ever..muahaha...juz gotta post dis...crazy arse...

2005-08-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

shud i call dis a 3 sis??...haha luff my head off when i 1st saw dis...