Happy Birthday To Me!!!
@ Wednesday, June 21, 2006 6/21/2006 01:46:00 AM
It's all about 19th of JuneThe early birthday
surprise celebration .Apparently, Gary learned how to sneak behind my back and plan my birthday celebration without my finding out. By casually suggesting that we go out to eat. After lunch. The waiter kinda spoiled my birthday surprise by bringing the forks and plates out early..how dumb is that...but I'm still die happy that you guys got me one...A big thank you to you guys...
the very exp Lunch at Italiannies 1U...
surprise!!yeah another choc mud cake...my fav...woohoo!!!
a joint birthday surprise with another proud Gemini-Joshua
the million dollar smiles...Eeeewd...
And that's not it...just when I thought we were finished celebrating my birthday. Seiw Ling gave me another surprise...Dinner at the Beach Garden. Too bad no pictures were taken...
But I have had a great birthday week thanks to my family and friends!
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Well I must admit, that day was
more bitter sweet than usual...Puffy-eyed and tired I sit here and reflect on the day's events. I've lost my dog, my best friend,my little girl. I've lost a piece of myself.I should be rejoicing at the fact that today is my birthday, the more important, is joyful.. but I cannot.I feel ashamed in worrying so much about my dog on such an important day.Something in me still says it's okay.She may be still alive.It is a constant battle between these things. She probably felt little comfort in hope when she was away. She was probably alone and stayed that way.I miss her terribly. I miss that she used to follow me around. I miss her funny personality. I miss her jealousy over Mimi my other dog. I miss her playfulness and her prissiness.I mentioned to my father that I was taking the loss so hard. He said, "After all she's just an animal. She's just a dog. Why does it hurt so much?" Well Kiki is not just an animal...She's my daughter...my baby girl.A bond is a bond. Human,animal or a thing. When the bond gets broken, it's a reason to mourn...My thoughts are barely coherent, even to myself. I have attempted to collect them but this is to the best of my ability at this time....May God Bless Her a better life... Blow the candles....
summertime...and the livin' easy
@ Wednesday, June 14, 2006 6/14/2006 01:28:00 AM
HOLA people!!!
Who would have said holidays would be this great? I'm so enjoying the rediscovered joys of waking up in the afternoon without having to panic about a day studying ahead, or rushing my ass off to work...
I was in Singapore last week...It seems like eternity ago since I last visited Singapore...you know arriving at the land of thousand kiasu-es(haha got this from a kid when i was on my way home),walking in a clean street,crazy shopping frenzy...2 words for my trip this time...It rocked...4 more words...it rocked so hard!!!..haha things are wonderful to me there...
This trip is mainly about food...chicken rice,Katong laksa,chilli crabs,durians,bah kua-s,MOS burgers,7-eleven mashed potatoes(I'm not kidding...it's heaven...seriously that good)...Ding Tai Feng's siao long pao(It's one of the top 10 best restaurants in the world by the New York Time..picture that)...and the highlight... my new grand-aunt cookings...those dumplings..original Shandong cuisine...I had that everyday...my goodness it's wonderful...
- The Esplanade Singapore...those clean street...
- me and my new chinese grand-aunt...
- dumplings...i had about 35 of those everyday...OMG i'm drooling
- Ding Tai Feng's famous siao long pao
- Gwen and her husband...Did I mention that she's Marion Caunter's(8tv Quickie host and Osim spokesperson) cousin...I'm her cousin 2...so that means i'm kinda related to Marion...latest discovery...greatness...
- Gwen's son...Ming Den my new nephew...damn he calls me UNCLE...so not ready...haha he's so cute...
- Chilli Crab
- Katong laksa...it's oh so good...it's diff from our local laksa...gotta try it...
- Azlina's workplace...The Regent Singapore
The reunion with my best friend...Azlina...well let's just say time changed a person...She's weird...Good weird to be sure, but a little surreal all the same.The make up,the way she talks...her nyaring voice is not so nyaring anymore...Well she's now a servicing operator in a 5 star hotel...imagine that...haha....it's great meeting her we had lots of fast food...and we cam-whored...haha..She's still great... friends 4eva gal!!!
- haha the original TVTBM pose...
- jumpin!!! yes it's outside Takashimaya,Orchard Rd...haha crazy
- the ugly side of Ms. Zimbabwe...
- in the bus...double decked
- after Swensen...
- McD...damn..I lost a bunch of souvenirs there...
So...I was happy happy happy...happy happy happy...yes Singapore rocked...
Some Random Fun Stuff~
10/06/06 - Pimpin' Goonie's lousy car Ride...haha
11/06/06
DRINK, DRANK, DRUNK...
Our private drinking party...haha sounds so posh...
well...it's a great nite in...nobody is drunk...Only Ben flushed...Ruth's still itchin till now...Dave is pretty fine....I heard that he missed his flight...haha I'm good...
So that's it~
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10 days after May
@ Saturday, June 10, 2006 6/10/2006 12:44:00 AM
This month so far has been pretty damn good...I was just thinking about all the stuff I have been doing this week...There were not a single moment i was feeling bored or empty...i pretty much finish watchin every movie in the cinema...i'm done with my student visa,medical check-up n stuff...the world cup kicks off...well i'm not really a football fan but still it's sumthing great..and oh goon ket got chased by a guy today...it's so hilarious...damn i can't wait to hang out with dave and gary...welcome back again...just came home from kai's place and i'm feeling ecstatic...haha donno why but i think i'm living my life...the only bad thing is that i'm broke to the max...
photo time~yup here's some photo's i've been wanting to post... pangkor trip...months backfor Dave's birthday...wat a good reason to cam-whore...haha polaroidswell well....those images does bring back fond memories doesn't it??
singapore here i come..ciao...
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well...i've been tagged...
@ Sunday, June 04, 2006 6/04/2006 12:59:00 AM
1- The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.
2- Need to mention the sex of the target
3- Tag 8 victims to play this game and leave a comment on there comments saying they've been tagged
4- If tagged the second time there's no need to post againThe Seductress One might argue looks aren't that important.But they are...a delightful first impression is important...just to name a few...this is wat i first look in a person...
sexy eyes,full pouty lips,million dollar smile,smooth and wavy long hair... long legs,firm boobs and ass...healthy and tan skin...
meet 5 of those criteria...u r ready to kill...haha well...at least u manage to melt me 1st.. haha
come cleanyes...a clean look...a clean body...a clean heart...dirty??awh!! grooming is so important ...i juz can't stand dirty people...not 2 mention the smell...to me this is most important...a compulsory...
Soul mateI want my lover to be my soul mate. I'd like her to be able to read my thoughts and know what's on my mind without me saying it.... to be sensitive enough to pick up mood changes or facial movements and interpret them correctly and do something about them.I'd like to be able to be with someone who communicates her thoughts and feelings ...you see I TALK... I think we've all learned that about me. The thing is, I don't want to be the only one talking in a conversation... or the only one making sense, lol
ComPassionate
~She needs to be attentive to me, show the world she's crazy about me and not be afraid to show love and affection in public.She better be able to feel something when bad things happen to other people. or to me.
~ I want to be with someone who has a flame in her heart that fuels on everyday, that gives her the strength and determination to overcome all obstacles that lie in his path with ease.
good girl,conservative aka a virginresponsible...know what she's about, her value and know what's right... A good rational girl...that says it all...well...call me old-fashion..we r in living in a modern and upbeat society bla bla bla...look at Jessica Simpson ....she gave it up for Nick Lachey after they got married...at my age this time...i think girls around my age should still be a virgin...unless u r a
cheapskate! oops...don take it too seriously if u r not one...it's just my thoughts...haha
age does mattera yr or two is fine...4 is the limit...just imagine...CRAZY MEN AND AUNTIES....it's just so wrong...o' right i'm conservative...
a Stepford wife...
Okay, not in the crazy-robot-yes-my-husband way...oh well....there is nothing wrong with the yes my husband way tho...I want my house to be a showcase, no clutter, everything matches (but not too much) ,the lighting perfect, the meals lovely and we actually eat on the dining room table. I want people to envy me...haha Is it bad that I want perfection? I don't think so. Is it unhealthy? Probably...ego has landed I know...
A spontanious goofball...no comments on this...I'm tired..haha
Disclaimer: I know this is rather absurd but this is my own whimsical list so bear with me...Indeed a very dangerous tag...
Now the question?? does my perfect lover exist??pretty sure a big
NO...
true love knows no bounds...Well it's not 8 but some others were already tagged. Hope you enjoy!
if you want to play, please do... if not, it's okay.
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MOTIVATION...
@ Saturday, June 03, 2006 6/03/2006 05:37:00 PM
At some point of yesterday evening...i met up with suat puoi...yup both of us are leaving 'home' pretty soon and we all hv different thoughts about it...which resulted my melodramatic post last night...and yes...she's so prepared...me??worrying about all kinds of things..problems...damn i'm already stressed out ...I have nothing to keep me busy and all i do all day long is just thinking and freaked myself out...We all start of our life with a dream...don't we??that's a very intriguing question...i'm not sure i've done enough research to have a definitive opinion...to me the reality is another story...life is cruel...it gets me thinking...where did other people get this energy??focus??no fear?...u see the one thing u can't have is fear...and for the first time in my life i'm afraid...you see a part of me is always afraid of leaving ...what happens then??you know what i'll probably let all my stress go ...I've decided and everything is set ...now it was just only the beginning...I'm a hard ass and i know that...so this is it...
JUST SERVE RAYMOND!!!! And, uh... this is a pretty pointless post...
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caught in a moment...
@ Friday, June 02, 2006 6/02/2006 11:14:00 PM
"Raymond..."
I knew what people wanted to ask.
"I heard that you are leaving?"
"Yes, I'm leaving on the month of July."
And then I had to explain the details, where I'm going, what I'm going to do, why I'm leaving .
Well, that's the situation... The only thing I hate about this month is that I will be leaving for Aus... for the looongest time. It is nothing like going on vacation to remind me how much I like my home. Leaving home was pretty hard - I knew that it would be. I love family so much and am sad that I will miss so much of my friend's life while I am overseas. I just like being at home, surrounded by my stuff, and able to sleep in my bed. I love my bed. I have so many good friends here... I can't imagine not seeing all of them every day... i wouldn't know what to do with my weekends and my meals now... It's scary. I'm sad about leaving M'sia, especially not knowing when I'll be back. I'm sure I
*will* be back to this country at some point, but I know that at the very least it's not going to be for a few years.. It's just that I'm on the 'edge' of leaving, I'm not sure what's more scary... I do know, however, that it feels like time paces up when you try to just absorb your surroundings because you're leaving them and don't dare miss a single second. I'm worried about forgetting. I'm worried about being forgotten. But mostly I'm worried about taking this jump from something so certain and known into something totally new … That's part of what makes it fun, of course.
The challenge. Worrying and then jumping...I can't put into words just how big an adjustment it will be for me...
I think I'm running out of time... =..( *cry a little*
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some updates
@ Thursday, June 01, 2006 6/01/2006 12:20:00 AM
thx P.A Peeps..thx for the bag...yeah!!! finally got it...hehe
i got my first pay slip 2day...wooohooo!!!
damn i'm free people...start planning wat we can do for the next month...hehe
yeah finally paid up for my uni...
a lil update on my Tuesday, May 16, 2006 entry...i think i'm blogging more than posting pics here d le...hehe...juz bear with my broken eng k??hehe...
still sad that Katharine Mcphee lost.
I'm bored...damn....
25 relationship questions
1) Single, Taken, or Crushin? Crushin
2) Are you happy with where you are?I love home but I'm leaving for Aus in a month...sorry out of the topic...haha not really but it's ok le..
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? depends
4) Have you ever had your heart broken? yup asshole...haha
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable? yup
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? maybe...most probably not...
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? yup
8) Do you want children? yes
9) How many? 1-2...
10)Have your future kids names planned out? Wes & Gemma11) Would you consider adoption? sure!
12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? everyone does...rite?
13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? wat game??sex ar??haha... dats a secret...nole i didn't k...i'm a good person...14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
somewhat, but its really called infatuation
15) Are you romantic? nah...
16) Do you believe that you can change someone? we all can learn from each other.. changing is up to them
17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object, where would it be? fly thousands of peoples to a beach a nice beach...
19) Do you easily give in when you are fighting? nope i don think so...
20) Do you have feelings for someone right now? errr....yes
21) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you messed it up? kinda
22) Have you ever broken a heart? yup...damn i'm guilty
23)What will happen if you come and find another person in bed? crap my pants and scream for help...haha drama drama drama
24) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other? yup...
25)What would you say about your last ex? she is the nicest person in the world, and I still care about her, it just wasn't our time ...
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